No idea how you look:
the colour of your eye
or the curve of your smile.
No idea how you sound:
the vibration of your voice
or the echo of your laugh.
No idea how you smell:
the fragrence of your clothes
or the scent of your skin.
I'm oblivious of your shell but I've seen what's within:
Walking the winding paths you created,
- its stepstones made of words-
illuminated by imagination and shadowed by disgust,
I was led to dark corners,
housing crippled hopes,
turning into fears, covered with dust.
I kept my pace steady, though,
smiling at your attemps to scare me away,
knowing them to be direc
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I call my friends "frontstabbers" because I'm always looking back.
My lazy eyes and complacent heart
take the wheel from bewildered cerebrum.
Interrogation proves it all,
that what "seems" isn't necessarily truth on the
tongues of the convicted.
( Is it physical?
or Is it verbal? )
Guilty until proven dead-to-you.
There's nothing I can apologize for
that I haven't already confessed through hoarse throat
and broken-up sentences.
but this, I have no business in saying?
All signs point to adult
A-mazing
Slow down, take a breath and wipe your eyes
Allow yourself to see
There are no straight lines
That help you to rush
To where you want to be.
In the winding path, that mystic old pattern
You'll reveal what is for you
Look down at your feet
Get rid of those shoes
And feel just where you tread.
Find your own pace, look around, meditate your way
And as soon as you trust that sinuous line
It will allow you to enter
The only place you can ever unwind:
You'll find yourself at the center.
Connections
(Munich)
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"The number you've called is not available at present."
(Berlin)
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«Hello. From Family xyz there is only the hamster at home at the moment… »
(Frankfurt)
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"Hello?" "Hello my name is .. I'm calling from the company Top Tip Nord."
CLICK: The words are pouring out of my mouth like an endless chain of polished plastic beads, interrupted only by the angrily tired replies:
"We are not interested!"
"Call somebody else!"
"I have barely enough money to live!"
A baby crying in the background.
A woman sobbing on
Run just a little faster
and maybe you'll succeed
Sorry, you're too late and now you belong to me
No matter how hard you try
You're still going to die
My claws squeeze the life from your tired body
Stop running girl, for others are why you're here
No one can help you now, you're all alone
Silly girl,you alone are why you're here
Fate is what brought us together
Here with me is where you'll stay
I'll soon know you, body and soul
Forget it, there's nowhere to go
I am your fears, come to life
Now I, for different reasons, keep you from sleep
Let me know you inside and out
Grant me access into your domain
It'll be over before you